Officially a Seasoned Senior Audit Associate
The past year has been quite dramatic. Just like in the accountancy environment in college, people in the accounting environment can be quite competitive. I had been very passive in terms of academic competition since I started high school. I just did not care anymore about grades or ranking. I passed the CPA board exam with the belief that I just had to compete with my own limits and surpass it.
I have learned that there's also competition in the work environment. I mean, I know it exists, but I did not really think that it would affect me. Output is not enough. My superiors look into people relations and personality as well, which in both I utterly fail all the time. I think that I am not that bad as a person, no bias, seriously, but I just prefer who'll be nice with, but I guess, that's not gonna work every time. I was raised to develop a strong personality and that my friends mean that I cannot be easily influenced nor can anyone easily bend my will.
I have experienced office politics. No. I hate politics. I hate sucking up to my bosses to gain their favor. I have always been real, but had learned when to speak my mind and when to control my personal opinions. I had bosses that I get along with, and bosses who I just want to interact with office matters. The things is, for the past two seasons, I had friends whom I can confide in and trust. Sadly, only one is left, the rest have already moved on with their lives. They have left audit and tried on new career paths, while I'm still here, stuck.
So, I got promoted. Luckily, that is because I got high marks in the practical exam and my senior fought for me during the deliberation. I really did not care about promotion. I still don't even care about may auditing career. I mean, I have never envisioned myself to be in this field. Only a few of the more than a dozen junior associates were promoted. Those who were not, had resigned, and as I have mentioned, most of them are my trustworthy friends.
The first season of being a senior associate was the hardest for me. I have trust issues with my co-seniors. I did not really like most of them but I can deal with them as long as it is work related. But you can never expect me to hang out with them. Then, there were new hires. New people, new personalities - which means that I have to learn to adjust, again, and well, I guess, act like a mentor. This was really challenging especially when one of my weaknesses is teamwork.
I did not do great in the last tax season. I want to correct the mistakes that I made by staying for another year. In a way, this is a challenge that I gave to myself. If I have to leave this firm, there is no assurance that I will like my new colleagues in my new workplace. Which means that at this time, while I still can make mistakes, learn from them, and correct them, I can make this opportunity to become a better employee, mentor, and auditor.
To make this blog lively, I have decided that on my next posts, I am going to share my monthly activities and experiences since I started working in 2015. Audit is not so bad that I have decided to live with it for another year.
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